Amy's blog

(maafkan bahasa Inggrisku yang masih acak kadut, terjemahan ada di bawah).  My new friend I met him from Muslima send me money. That's money for my backpain therapy. Yes, every week I go to a chiropractor to get chiropractice therapy. Then I read on internet Pilates excercise will relief back pain too, and make the muscles stronger. I told to my new friend I could not afford to pay membership Pilates excercise. Then he said he will help me. He transfered me some money, and that made me cry. Because I joined yahoogroup about romancescam. Many romance scammer victims in America, the admin gives some advice for any problems about romance scammer. I was one of romance scammer's victim too. Become a victim made me think "is there any good man in this world". The answer is yes. There are good men in this world but only a few. Especially on internet... most of men in social media are bad, big parts are scammers, the rest  are bad guys who want playing games. My new fri

When I read a story about scammer's victim, I felt that story similar with my life. I went back to my hometown in 2009, with nothing. I had no money, no car, no house, and all my children lived with their father. Scammers from Nigeria or Ghana, could make someone sold his/her house, said borrow their money then paid it back with lots of money. Sometimes the scammers made double hits, not only money also with deep feeling, that scammers were called romance scammer. The victim thought the scammer was his/her lover. I was jobless, and I felt so empty. I did not remember so clearly what happened before 2009. I tried to write  story about me before 2009, very shocked when remember, but I felt it was not me. I forgot the feeling how to be a mother, a wife, and what happened when I lived in another town. I started new life again in my hometown. Wrote on my blog to tell story about my flashback. Read Holy Qur'an. Then I understood that life was only test for human being. Can we bec

Teman baruku di US yang suka diskusi sama aku berpendapat, untuk menjadi muslim yang baik kita tidak perlu sholat, puasa, haji. Yang penting tidak merugikan orang lain dan suka menolong. Inilah yang aku sebut sedekah yang tidak ikhlas. Kita semua tahu bahwa sedekah itu tidak semuanya diterima Allah, hanya sedekah ikhlas yang diterima Allah. Sedekah terbaik adalah, semakin sedikit yang tahu, makin baik kualitas sedekah itu. Seandainya sedekah itu kita ungkit-ungkit, maka pahala dari sedekah itu hilang. Menolong orang lain, memang merupakan energi positif. Energi positif itu akan berbalik pada kita, sehingga kita akan mendapat energi positif juga. Hidup kita dimudahkan, dan rejeki akan mengalir. Masalahnya tanpa sholat, tanpa puasa, tanpa berkeinginan untuk haji maka energi positif itu hanya di dunia saka tidak akan membantu kita di akhirat. Kebahagiaan yang di dapat hanyalah kebahagiaan untuk di dunia. Rugi iya? Tapi orang yang belum mendapat pencerahan akan berat melakukan shol