Amy's blog

We Muslims pray five times a day. From holy Quran, we should feed the poor, help the needy, replace bad things with good things. We are to be patient and grateful. But the fact is, many of us are greedy, hurt others, make war, selfish, arrogant, and rude to women. We fight about wisdom from holy Quran because of many interpretations. So pathetic...

Everytime I meet a man, he tell me that he is patient, caring, understanding. But only under one condition, when he is happy. He become rude when unhappy. And so many times, I am being blamed for something ridiculous. For example, a man told me "Because you didn't accept me to be your boyfriend, I slept with my neighbor, when her husband was not at home." (he lived in Dubai). Or a man from Libya "Because you don't want to open your cam, it's better for me to sleep with my maid, she is from Philippines". Unconditional love is not easy to get, need big luck. Keep praying and be patient... (Sweating when try to write in English)

This guy was not my boyfriend. He convinced me that he was a muslim, reverted from Christian since three years ago. One day I talked to him that I wanted to go to Egypt to see pyramids because of the history. Then he replied "why do you believe in that shit? Wake up, wake up, I can give you good living and love." I stopped talking to him right away...